A Grip on Reality

Standing on the deck of a Greek ship, the Ellinis, 21-year-old Jan waves a tearful goodbye to her mum, her home in Sydney, and all she has known of the world.

So begins a journey of self-discovery as Jan courageously spreads her wings and forges a new life for herself on the other side of the globe. She's young, optimistic, and ready to tackle life head-on - blissfully unaware of the twists and turns her path will take.

An unabating appetite for adventure compels Jan to travel across Europe and England. Despite negotiating sticky situations, including narrow escapes from lecherous lift-givers, she is awestruck by the architectural and cultural wonders she encounters.

Jan's search for true love and friendship takes her on a spiritual and emotional journey that is no less fraught. Two broken marriages and a battle with breast cancer are among the many challenges that push her to the brink of despair, forcing her to draw on all her talents, resourcefulness, and inner strength.

Does she have what it takes to claw her way back to physical and emotional health, while supporting and protecting her two precious children? Will she ever find lasting happiness? Or will it all be too much? Dive in to find out.

Be prepared for a rollercoaster ride that will leave you breathless.